Let me tell you a story
of a little boy who had lost his way
In search for
Something to make it a better day
But all he seemed to find
Was a world of hurt and pain
And a place that didn’t seem to care
Whether he lost his way
So the boy began to cry
So the boy began to cry
Does anyone love me?
Does anyone care?
Does anyone out there?
To find me lovely
To find me lovely
Find me lovely
Just when the little boy lost all hope
Well along came a man
Ushered him in
Head into his chest he said “little boy it’s time that you rest”
He opened up his arms and said
I’ve been searching for you sometime
And now little boy you’ve found a home
And no longer shall you want
And the man began to cry
yes the man began to cry
Don’t you know I love you
Don’t you know I care
I will always be here
And I find you lovely
Yes I find you lovely
Yes I find you so so lovely
I find you lovely
I find you lovely
ooooooooooo
find you lovely
yes i find you lovely
yes i find you lovely
I find you so lovely
yes I find you so lovely
find you lovely
From: http://www.musicbabylon.com
I feel like my Heart is being Beat, down into the ground,
In you I’m longing for some peace, to be found
I know the heaviness that’s, making me cold
Is stealing my youthful soul & making me old
You said your burden is light & Your load is no more
You said your ways are right & in you I will soar
I want to be free, Free to dance & free to sing
Free to live & learn & free oh, free to be me
Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can’t
Don’t leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you’re willing to fight
That I’m still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone
So earlier this morning the love of my life had to leave my side. I must say it is one of the worst feelings anyone can ever en dour; having to say goodbye to the person you love the most. After kissing her goodbye and exchanging our “I love you’s” I came back to my studio apartment with our dog Mozzie. When I shut the door and took Mozzie’s leash off, some of the toughest emotions swept over me like a tidal wave in a tsunami. Those emotions consisted of deep love and a deep feeling of being incomplete. I swear to God that Megan Sears is my other half, and without her I am only a portion of a human being. I just felt lonely and sub par the moment I came back to my place. And as sad as this all may sound, it truly is just a testament to something great….our love. And that is something that brings such a huge smile to my face. So although it is devastating to say goodbye, and one of the hardest things to do, I wouldn’t change those moments for anything. Life will be so much more amazing when we don’t have to say goodbye. But until that day we have to stay strong. I know it breaks both of our hearts every time we say goodbye, but I still wouldn’t jump on every opportunity to say each other. It is a two sided coin. One side, it is so hard to say goodbye, but on the other side, it is the greatest joy being able to say hello, when we finally get to see each other. So despite the difficulty of goodbye, I would never change those moments when we get to say hello. I love Megan with all of my heart, and I can’t wait to spend many many weekends with her, and then next semester, many many days with her, and then when we finally get married, the rest of our lives together. I know you will be reading this one day baby, so I just wanted to say that I love you so much!
“Where is the horse and the rider? Where is the horn that was blowing? They have passed like rain on the mountain, like wind in the meadow. The days have gone down in the West behind the hills into shadow. How did it come to this? ” - King Theoden.
“I’m old, Gandalf. I know I don’t look it, but I’m beginning to feel it in my heart. I feel… thin. Sort of stretched, like… butter scraped over too much bread. I need a holiday. A very long holiday. And I don’t expect I shall return. In fact I mean not to.” - Bilbo Baggins
